A man accused of brutally raping a waitress in her Washington Heights apartment last July penned a pathetic, error-riddled apology letter to his victim claiming he’s not a bad person, according to Manhattan court papers released Tuesday.
“I’m very sorry for what happened. I don’t know on my mind if I hadded a strong heart this would never would have happen,” scrawled Jean Rodriguez, 23, in a twisted missive to the pretty 20-year-old virgin he viciously raped in her apartment July 15.
“My life suck and I am stuck on drugs I not a bad person.”
“I am very kind and good person I try to read the bible time to time I behave and respect other,” he added in the July 17 letter, which he wrote while in police custody.
The Bronx creep told cops he took the C train to 168th Street and Broadway after 11:00 p.m. He spotted the victim, who works at a Park Avenue South eatery, and followed her to her building.
He claimed that he wanted to talk to her because she had smiled at him and he thought she was flirting.
He rang her bell and when she answered forced his way in, he said.
She cried and begged him to stop telling him she was a virgin as he raped her, court papers show.
“I never wanted to hurt you,” he wrote in the groveling one-page note. “In did end…the devil drag me down…forgive me and please live your dream and be the happies women on Earth.”
The lanky 6-foot-3 degenerate pleaded not guilty to rape and other charges at his arraignment Tuesday in Manhattan Supreme Court.